I guess one of the questions I have is whether or not I really desire God. I notice that I turn to God whenever things get hard. Whenever I fall apart, I’m reminded that God cracks the hardest hearts to humble them, and turn them back. But do I seek God even when I have everything I need?
I really don’t want to say too much these days. I can’t trust my reasons for doing things. But I do wonder what’s happening.
And I’m still wondering if God answers prayers.